June 2012
“I am not
I am not fun.
I am sensual.
I am passionate.
Intense.
I can be very chill.
But I’m just no fucking fun.
End of story. End of life.
I don’t even know how to be fun. What do fun people do?
All I know how to do is read books, watch films, wander aimlessly, make love and fight.”
I wrote that months ago.
Still feel the same.
This rum is fast acting
Thank GOD
I need a drink.
And oh look, the rum is right here.
May 2012
I wish I hadn’t heard that. I really wish I hadn’t.
You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you...
– Richard Siken
If I start a poetry blog, would you follow it?
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I don’t know how I’m still standing
After I’ve given so many...
– PeytonA.Singh
I believed that I wanted to be a poet, but deep down I just wanted to be a poem.
– Jaime Gil de Bieda. (via francesfarmerr)
This is the trust thing I’ve ever read.
Summer nights after midnight.
Whether I’m alone in bed or not, these are the best nights.
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I often wonder
If you get jealous when I say
“I love you” to...
– PeytonA.Singh
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I can be sad.
But I won’t be.
Enough of that.
You go your way, I go mine, if somehow we come back, it’d be great.
Until then.
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I love when the office is empty and it’s just me & my work. I love not wearing a bra. I love how we make love all night and argue but then slow dance at 2 am and you have your eyes closed and I whisper the words of the song to your ears. We’re not coordinated at all. Stumbling as we spin slowly around the minute space in my room but we manage. We can eat cocoa puffs and not have to...
You do not need the Bible to justify love, but no better tool has been invented...
– Richard A. Weatherwax (via ihateallyourgods)
Ahhhh, love this quote.
(via racheljennings)
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If I were to taste the tip of your tongue,
Bite it like a blackberry,
Have it...
– PeytonA.Singh
It's better this way.
A good book should leave you slightly exhausted at the end. You live several...
– William Styron, 1958 (via skeletales)
I suppose I deserve this.
I’ll take it in silence.
This is what I get.
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Marquise de Merteuil: Well, I had no choice, did I? I’m a woman. Women are...
– Dangerous Liasons
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My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,...
– William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet
Perhaps love is a minor madness. And as with madness, it’s unendurable alone....
– Andrew Sean Greer, The Story of a Marriage (via wewereemergencies)
I once had a thousand desires,
But in my one desire to know you
all else...
– Rumi (via kilbert)
I wish that I wasn’t plagued by this daunting assurance that every other girl is cooler and vastly more interesting than me.
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I would tear myself
Cleanly apart
if I knew
That you wouldn’t try to...
– PeytonA.Singh
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I am mean to be had, to be used and then washed off in a bath with the lipstick...
– PeytonA.Singh
All I’d like to do right now is to eat, drink, and just stew in this agony.
But alas I cannot.
I feel so bloody fucking defeated.
I give up.
It is time.
Time indeed, to start pretending, I have to search inside myself and find the right version of “Peyton” to be because it’s obvious I can’t just be myself with you. And that’s fine, we all fake things, pretend, act a certain way because we need to. Apparently we need to. Just another sacrifice that I have to make.
Indeed. My heart is aching. I feel like I’m...
a hilarious joke
hamburgerjack:
tanku:
three cats are competing in a race. there’s an american cat named “one two three”, a german cat named “ein zwei drei”, and a french cat named “un deux trois”. the cats all swim across a lake. the american cat finishes first, the german cat finishes second, but the french cat is nowhere to be found.
why?
because the un deux trois quatre cinq
8D
I don't like being told what to do.
Unless I’m in your bed, don’t tell me what to ifucking do. If I’m. It handcuffed to your bedpost don’t pretend you’ve any power over me. I’ll do what I want when I want.
A whore is a woman who takes more than she gives. A man who takes more than he...
– Charles Bukowski - More Notes of a Dirty Old Man
God I want to write
But I’ve not a thing to say.
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I was never meant to love you, which was why the first time we were to make love...
– PeytonA.Singh May4